not over halohalo!

Why did they have to ruin the moment?!

I was on the spotlight again. I thought that they'd be happy with me taking gradschool in UP. But no. They still had to bug me about applying to that UK scholarship thing. Hay nako! I wasn't even too keen about grad school 'cause I feel that it's too early for me to be taking up my masters e, but I did it for them! They wanted me to try it out in UK, I don't blame them, I know that they just want the best for me, I just hate the fact that they're making me feel like they're still running my life. I mean, I'm turning 23 in less than a month and they're still all over me! Yaiks! Now I know why I'm like this, why I can hardly make decisions for myself, why my self-esteem doesn't seem to improve. Geez! I mean, yeah, the opportunity is there and I definitely want to try and work out there but I'm not in a hurry to do that yet. I want to work here muna, bank on my experience, a year or two wouldn't hurt. I'm on my 6th month pa nga lang at work e. I still have a lot to learn there pa! Shempre, take advantage muna. hahahaha When I feel I'm ready, I'll go and conquer the world! :P